'Alice from the book fell into wonderland and I fell into hell.' Alice Black looks like any other 15 year old girl, but Alice doesn't think like other girls her age or anyone that she's knows her age. Alice's mind is taken up by sadness. Her world has be taken over by an over whelming sense of loneliness that she feels she has to hide. 'You can't tell anything by looking at peoples faces and I reckon, everyone has a dark side.' She accepts her sadness and learns to live with it even if the people around her aren't ok with it. She is ok with not being ok. Slowing this sadness begins tearing her apart from everyone she knows and her self. The darkness inside of her is getting stronger. Alice can't seem to control what she does anymore. 'What's the point of living if even my brain ignores me?' Alice started off as just a very sad little girl and soon became a suicidal teenager fighting her self to stay alive.