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Falling down the rabbit hole

Leituras 340
Votos 30
Capítulos 7
Tempo 22m

Leituras 340
Votos 30
Capítulos 7
Tempo 22m

aliceinwonderland anxiety cats dark depression lonely pg-13 sad sadness suicidal suicide

'Alice from the book fell into wonderland and I fell into hell.'

Alice Black looks like any other 15 year old girl, but Alice doesn't think like other girls her age or anyone that she's knows her age. Alice's mind is taken up by sadness. Her world has be taken over by an over whelming sense of loneliness that she feels she has to hide.

'You can't tell anything by looking at peoples faces and I reckon, everyone has a dark side.'

She accepts her sadness and learns to live with it even if the people around her aren't ok with it. She is ok with not being ok. Slowing this sadness begins tearing her apart from everyone she knows and her self. The darkness inside of her is getting stronger. Alice can't seem to control what she does anymore.

'What's the point of living if even my brain ignores me?'

Alice started off as just a very sad little girl and soon became a suicidal teenager fighting her self to stay alive.Todos os Direitos Reservados

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You remember the tales right?The silly blonde girl who fell down a rabbit hole, Alice who hadn't a thought in her head?Those are lies, I am Alice, and I will tell you the truth. I will tell you how Wonderland isn't wonderful and colorful and bright and cheery. No, I'm going to tell you how dark and twisted it is, how it became toxic. Poisoning all of its inhabitants, turning them mad, if you visit you'll never want to leave. If you stay too long you'll find you can't ever leave, no matter how hard you try.It can be lovely, as long as you surrender yourself to it. I did and I found someone I love. A pet to cherish, children. So many people and they all need something only I, Alice, can give them. Hey just keep reading on ----> See the button it says start reading, click it, and you can have a cookie.

Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots), de NinesAnderson

I just want to say that mental disorders are not a joke. This book is a venting/stress relief to me. I do not wish harm apon anyone. If this really bothers you im sorry. I for one, enjoy writing sad stories with unhappy endings. Anyway, i nust had to put that out there, im not making fun of mental disorders. Thank you. Maky, im always open for requests! If Dan, Hosuh, joey, Or Stephen Are Uncomfortable I Will Delete This. If you dont like Stephen x Hosuh, why tf are you here? There are many spoilers just gonna say. Heeyyy!!! Some chapters might be fluffy! Yeah, so if i run out of sad ideas i can make yall fan/girl/boy/zie over it! Xd good luckk Tw: Death Suicide Self-harm(abuse) Anorexia Bulimia Nervosa Food Restrictions Post Traumatic Stress Disorder PTSD Child neglect Bullying Bipolar Anxiety Disorder Panic Attack Disorder Schizophrenia Diet Pills OD (Over Dose) Grief Dangerous Actions (Suicidal) Gore Breakdowns Sleep paralysis Murder (mass or one) Phobias There will be some aesthetic chapters and i do continue some of the oneshots! I try to upload everyday but i know i cant do that so i will upload whenever im able to! Motivation is low so uploads will be slow but i promise ill make them good! I have some of these disorders so i understand. Pm me if you need to vent. Im always up, 6am-4pm im at school so ill be offline (GMT-4) i do a lot of all nighters so i will always be free to help! I care even if i dont know you! I have been offline for a bit but i will update this as much as i can! <3 ilya and im here for you lil pickles (idk thats what came to mind) and if you are questioning your sexuality or gender, im here for you! I can help you with that! I have done a lot of research so im open. Top Charts: #1 sadfic #6 Stephen #1 angest #2 Hosuh #1 Danplan #4 schizophrenia

"Dark Winged Creature", de theawesomeTARDIS

She slips, she falls day by day, closer to the endless edge where only a strand helps her. She cuts herself, looking at the crimson blood in tears, but nobody sees why. Everyday they ask and she won't answer, because the fear in her heart is too deep. But she has a secret that she never told anyone. Her parents talked to her about it before they died. When the bully that owns her finds out that a dark secret is hidden in this lonely, poor girl's soul, she torments her day by night to get the answer she desperately wants to ruin her life. Day by day, year by year she hears people tell that lonely girl that if she doesn't commit suicide, they'll kill her. She can't do anything about the way her life is, until she finds who she really is. Welcome to Erin's life...

The Clock of a Angel , de dark-aesthetic-cass

Alice Bellen is a girl born with the ability to see the ticking clock of one's life. She already knew she was different from a young age. She lived a long and harsh life. Everyday was miserable. Until one day, it goes too far and she breaks down and unleash a power she never knew. Alice's long lost father saves her and brings her home. He takes her to a whole different world ,where she learns the truth about who she is and why she stopped aging at 20. A demon In this world, demons shift when they turn 100. they are gifted a role for the rest of their long life. Alice's shift into a one and only creature with a important role. Her personality changes as she suffers more and more. Her sanity grows thin as she sacrifices her mortality. she's cold and apathetic to everything around her for the safety of her love ones and her sanity. she's in her own little world or at least that's what it seems to others. After hundreds and hundreds of years of being a workaholic, she goes out on the one day out of the year where demons are free to do whatever they want in the mortal world. Alice meets Alexander Wilton . A 20 year old from a broken home, who just wants to escape the day by day responsibilities of caring for his childish mother. Fate has a strange way to bring two people together. Will the difference between the two divide the attraction they have for one another, or was it destiny all in the beginning. ----------------------------- Both versions Alice and Alexander's point of view. MATURE WARNING ( sucide, self-harm, rape, violence, sex)

Freak, de NinaBella

Years after the story became a classic, a girl named Alice finds her own Wonderland. She visits her dreamland when she feels the need to eat, and it convinces her not to. Her weight is dangerously low. She locks herself in her room every night and her parents are concerned. Alice thinks she's fine, what's wrong with having your very own world where you're completely happy? But when Alice gets stuck in wonderland, she begins to learn that being perfect isn't everything. The things she always believed were lies--beauty is within you, everybody's beautiful as they are, blah blah blah...--are starting to make sense to her. Alice wants to learn to love herself again, but "recovery" isn't always as easy saying yes to food again and pretending you're all better.

Abigail, de hmarieh1218

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Infinity x The World, de LunaLightfoot

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Just A Thought, de juayxx

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$Faceless {:Watty 2013:}, de Monster_Love$

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The Clock of a Angel cover

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My overprotective brothers cover

Faceless {:Watty 2013:} cover

Toxic Wonderland.{Under construction!}

You remember the tales right?The silly blonde girl who fell down a rabbit hole, Alice who hadn't a thought in her head?Those are lies, I am Alice, and I will tell you the truth. I will tell you how Wonderland isn't wonderful and colorful and bright and cheery. No, I'm going to tell you how dark and twisted it is, how it became toxic. Poisoning all of its inhabitants, turning them mad, if you visit you'll never want to leave. If you stay too long you'll find you can't ever leave, no matter how hard you try.It can be lovely, as long as you surrender yourself to it. I did and I found someone I love. A pet to cherish, children. So many people and they all need something only I, Alice, can give them. Hey just keep reading on ----> See the button it says start reading, click it, and you can have a cookie.