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HIRAETH

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I never knew I would love her. I did my best not to fall hard for him and still I did. He isn't mine and he won't be as he already belongs to someone else. I love him in the wrong way, in the wrong time as he spends his days with me thinking I was her. 

I want him to look at me the way he looks at her. Ilang beses ko nang ipinagdasal na sana ako nalang siya. Dahil hindi niya ako kayang mahalin bilang ako.

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Chloe Jay Alonzo is in love with someone who's not yet done loving someone else and deep inside his heart he knew that . . .


Loving him, means losing him. I don't have a choice. So, I keep looking for my Hiraeth

And it's Khalil Zandre Martinez


I have never desperately wanted someone to look at me the way you look at her, unless it's you - CJAll Rights Reserved

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The Unforgettable Ex (Campbell University Series 1) by CengCrdva

The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you. Yes, I still love him, still thinking about him. His face, his laugh, his love. Pero yung thought na ayaw na niya sa 'yo? It feels like your heart is getting ripped out and stomped on, and then someone is trying to pry open your chest to put it back. It makes your stomach hurt, like it's nauseous. You feel like life isn't even worth living anymore, but you know you can't die, just in case that person wants you back. But what if hindi na? habang buhay ka na lang bang aasa? habang buhay ka na lang bang maghihintay sa kanya? O uumpisahan mo nang kalimutan siya at magmahal ng iba?

Almost Paradise by imjustyouroption

Sypnosis "Huwag kang masanay sa mga bagay na alam mong mag-iexpire, there's no such thing like everlasting love, forever, or whatever. Pinapaasa lang tayo ng movies, books, and songs. There's no balance here in our world. Kung mahal mo siya, himala na lang na mahalin ka rin niya tulad nang pagmamahal mo sakanya." he smirked and drink his tequila. I learned from him na wala nga talagang balanse, puro lang kulang at sobra. Pag sobrang mahal mo siya, kulang na pag-mamahal ang maisusukli niya. Walang balanse, o dahil siguro ayaw balansehin? Dahil ang isa kapit na kapit at ang isa bumibitaw na. "Pagsinanay mo ang sarili mo sa mga bagay na mawawala, you'll end up hurting yourself." he smiled, looking so drunk. I nodded, because I believe him. I believe you Tres, I've been experiencing it... because... You. Wont. Love. Me.

Bawat Sandali (Completed) by HeyBeyaaah

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Take Your Time (GxG) by xanjeankatx

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Let the Love Begin (Book 2 of Kings Trilogy) by Dreamerearth

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Our Hashtag Love by kjdcv008

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Dear Diary, Makaka-move on ba ako? by jemmybeans

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Stupid CUPID💘 by laviel17

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TOTGA (Candy Stories #4) (Published under Flutter Fic) by TheCatWhoDoesntMeow

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Our Asymptotic Paths(COMPLETED) by NightArchers

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