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"I know I'm dead on the inside but somehow you; you keep me alive"

Yuri_for_life4ever

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Yuri_for_life4ever

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This story is a romance story those below are inspirational words to those who feel the need to suppressed their real selves from the world for the fear of being judge and mistreated. You are breathtaking
 














The life of someone with a lot of mental problems and trauma dealing with anxiety and depression. This story was created to raise awareness for people who have different mentality and mental problems being able to make people realize that they are not "abnormal" they just see this world in a different way. Although some was born with a different kind of brain everyone can be depressed it is not limited to a gender nor age and status. Society, discrimination, and this world is the reason they are depressed don't push it to themselves and end the discrimination give the true definition of "equality" because in the end "everyone is different yet the same". Please change your views of people with anxiety, depression and don't forget lgbtq+ stop discrimination. This is my way of helping the world change word by word "I will not waste my life here on this world without even trying to change it". Hope you don't give up YOU SHOULD NOT. I LOVE YOUAll Rights Reserved

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