The Lie I Needed BxB *ON HOLD*
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Contenu pour adultesEn cours d'écriture1 h 2 min
Dernière publication ven., oct. 25, 2019
As much as I warned myself, haunted myself, and bullied myself, he had me. He had me hanging.
Hanging from the strings of mercy
He held them all together in his hand
And I'm praying he doesn't cut me away...
After Alexander's secret is forced out into the open in his home town, his mother decides it's best for him to move in with his father and his new family. Times are tough but after a certain someone pops back into Alex's life he might have a chance to turn it around.
Easley Breeze's family is on the verge of collasping. After seeing his mother having an affair with his best friend's father, he feels trapped. Being the most popular guy in school doesn't help either. The only person he feels like he really has is his sister Billie but she has problems of her own. Oh yeah and he might have one huge ASS secret.
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