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Last published Wed, Jun 16, 2010
Disclaimer: The characters and events of this story are not based on any real people and events, but ARE the real people and events. This is the story of my life, from the moment it started, to the moment it ends. Okay, not really :) I’m just trying to be dramatic. This is the story of my life, and it centers on the major characters and events that made me who I am today. Why am I telling this story? For the reasons that first, you don’t know me and I don’t know you. Second, my life is brimming with drama i can’t help but share it with you. And third, to tell you about a certain Someone who’s faithfulness and love got me through all of this..
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