Chaos
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Who am I really, and how can I change in this world? This poem was inspired through reflection on the integration and removal of various aspects of my personality - those which I deemed either noble and valuable or those done in bad faith and morally reprehensible. Quite a big difference between the two but this was my thinking at the time of writing this. Although I wanted to become a better person, I was questioning my intentions for doing this in the first place. I saw this self transformation as a surging, almost violent, act. This can be seen through my choice of language and visual descriptors at the time.
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