No, I'm Not Neil (One Direction)

I am in One Direction, famous boy band. I'm known as the "Funny one" , or the "Irish one". I'm hardly ever the favourite, Some girls even walk right past me at signings as if they don't care about me, I smile but inside, it does hurt. The management realised this and they could replace me with the same thing but a better version. That was their mistake though and going on lockdown would end badly for everyone.