Thoughts Are Just Too Heavy Sometimes

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Thoughts, feelings, sounds, words are too heavy. 

People always say that there are too many things, like technology, that tether us to the ground...
I feel I must disagree.All Rights Reserved

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Thoughts Are Too Heavy
Sun, Jul 14, 2019

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Thoughts Are Too Heavy
Sun, Jul 14, 2019

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