" never meant to hurt nobody . I only meant to do this to myself " That's what I thought would be okay when I constantly tried to take myself out of this world . I didn't think that I would find a man who didn't beat me . I didn't think I'd meet one who actually loves me .ntro Hello , my name is Lynn Payne Allen . I'm 23 years old and I live in San Diego California . I have lived forever !My profession in creating/designing merch and selling it for A band call pierce the veil . My best friends are tony , Matty, kellin , and Vic . . Anyways this story's about me . My mother was in the army and was killed in battle when I was 8 and my father past away of cancer when I was 18 . I have 4 tattoos . Tattoo 1 is on my right shoulder blade and it says I ' I need your love like a girl need her parents side .' Tattoo 2 is on my forearm and it says ' I hope you smile when you look down on me .' Tattoo number 3 is of the & symbol and tattoo 4 is the lyrics ' stand up now and face the sun '
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