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Psychogenic ~ Destiel

--this-is-madness--

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Parts 10
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--this-is-madness--

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"Doctor Sexy?"  He croaked, instinctively.

She smiled bemusedly, striding over to the side of the bed.  "Flattered, but no."

"I don't..." He shook his head.  "Why did I say that?"

"I'm Doctor Calder," She spoke, fiddling with the monitor, and the IV drip that he had just noticed.  His eyes trailed the long, clear tube down to his arm, where the needle stuck amidst a garden of assorted bruises, cuts, and scars.

"What happened to me?"

She scoffed lightly.  "That's the question, isn't it?"
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Psychogenic amnesia, is what they said.  Not that the subcategory of his condition matters to the gaping hole of nothing overtaking his mind.  Dean has no memory of what happened, who he is, or the mysterious man who won't stop looking at him like he's a wounded puppy.  Only of his little brother, Sammy, and a fire that happened so many years ago.  And then, there's the empty.  The nothing.  He knows that there's something that can fill it, something he needs to help remember, but based off of the scars ghosting his canvas of a body, he's not sure that he wants to know what it is.  No matter how much it seems to hurt the mysterious Castiel.All Rights Reserved

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Bound by Nayeliq1

Dean could still hear it, even now that they had been back for a few weeks. He could see the horror on Cas' face, the panic. He could hear the pain in his voice, recalled how it had twisted and turned in the depths of his eyes and contorted his features. He could still feel his own body go numb with hurt and shame, only to come alive with pain and dread once Cas told him about it. He hadn't been able to say it. He'd finally been ready to say it. But he didn't. Couldn't. Cas had begged him. Had begged him not to. "Dean. Please, if you're about to say what I think you are- please. Please, you can't-" Dean had waited so long to be able to say it, had fought and denied and swallowed those words, those feelings so many times. Now that he was ready to let them go, they weighed heavily on his heart, demanding to be set free and fly. Kept inside, they seemed to settle in his chest, pulling him down. "Don't", Cas had begged, something inside Dean shattering, coldness spreading, closing around his heart like a fist. "Please, don't." ~oOo~ Or the one where Cas tells Dean about the Empty-Deal after his Purgatory Prayer and everything hurts until it doesn't.

Ever Since We Met by JayseHasNoGrace

Ever since Gabriel died, Sam has been filling his senses with reminders in secret, hoping he can feel at least a little bit like he did before. ______________________________________________ •Written July ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ̶ August 2018• [Complete, 12k words] My take on Gabriel's ressurection (written pre-s13) Contains implied sexual content. Angst with a happy ending! Destiel is background/unresolved until the very end. Kinda trippy at first because Sam is...not completely stable. ______________________________________________ ______________________________________________ Title & original inspiration from 'Nearly Witches' by Panic! At The Disco. (Photo featured on cover by Nastia Cloutier-Ignatiev via Sticks and Stones Agency; 'Red Fever 8/9'. Link to original post in first chapter. All edits mine.)

Morning, Teach. by TakeMyWholeLifeToo

All credit goes to dreamoflight on An Archive of Our Own. "So, how was your first day of school?", he asks in this typical superior parent-y voice and Dean rolls his eyes at him, slumping down in the chair and opening a can of beer and taking a huge gulp. "I fucked this one guy on Friday night", he says and Sam drops the knife he had been holding. "Dude... seriously?!" "Sam. You're gonna like this. Promise." Sam frowns, picking up the knife again and continues cutting onions, shrugging his shoulders in defeat. "Now guess who's my new art teacher?"

Like A Virgin / Like A Prayer (destiel fanfic) by angrysouffle

Omg lilythekitten thank you so so much for this story cover! Part of a series. coda: 10x16 Paint It Black He dreamt of the quiet hush of the confession box, the scent of burnt out candles and Dean's fighting to get the words out once again. "There's things, people, feelings that I want to experience differently, some maybe even for the first time." As Dean tripped over his words, the Priest was silent. Dean snuck a look at the silhouette across the wall, it loomed dark and still. He could hear slow deep breathing and Dean's curled his hands up because he's worried about what kind of judgment was to come. Then the silence is broken by a long familiar sigh and all the hair on the back of Dean's neck stood up. "So you're ready to go deeper with me, Dean?"

The One He Brought Back by nottheplacetobe

Dean stood over her grinning, savoring the crisp screams around him as the young girl clenched her jaw and squeezed her eyes shut. The demon was carving a bracelet in her wrist with lined cuts. It looked like bloody war paint. In all the ways that the green-eyed demon had torn her soul to shreds, this was different, yet she didn't question it long and closed her eyes again, biting her tongue to not giving him the satisfaction of her screams. "I got bored", the damned man said, she could hear a shrug in his low voice and ignored it, entering her thoughts again. "Thought I'd draw a bit", he laughed. Max breathed in slightly and felt ash fill her lungs and then escape back into hell, realizing that any pain was gone. Still, she opened her eyes to see Dean staring at her wildly, incredulously. His mouth was slightly open and his hands, still holding the blade hung slightly at his side as he stared at her incredulously. She didn't care though, she turned her head to look away from the man, feeling her burned flesh grow agitated at the motion, but it felt like nothing more than a tickle against the agony that she knew would only stop momentarily. She looked back at him, expecting another snicker or the feeling of metal clotting her veins once again but saw instead Dean with wild eyes darting up and sideways. He looked vulnerable, he looked human. That's when she heard a quiet voice, gruff in nature but gentle. "Hello, Dean" she heard it whisper and she looked up at it as Dean fell to his knees, ears pouring blood. A hand reached down to him grabbing his shoulder roughly and he looked over at her, terrified. " Maxine!" Dean shouted and grabbed her arm only slightly above her elbow and she woke up in the woods, alone, with a soft whisper of a voice still ringing in her ears, "Dean Winchester is saved along with another, we must find Maxine Byrne."

In The Eyes of The Confessor | A Destiel Fanfiction | Supernatural by solitaryreading

Cas pushed open the door to Dean's bedroom and they stepped inside. He moved into the centre of the room, turning around to look back at Dean. "I forgot to buy you a birthday present." He said, his eyes twinkling with something that Dean had never seen before. Dean shrugged his shoulders, moving so close to Cas that he could smell the alcohol on his breath. "I don't suppose..." Cas tilted his head to the side a little as he spoke, his voice silky and smooth. "That I could do anything to make it up to you?" A smirk tickled at Dean's mouth as he looked down into Cas' eyes. "I'm sure I can think of something." Dean whispered, closing the gap between them. It all happened so fast. It wasn't supposed to happen, none of it. They were drunk, they were alone, and they were stupid. But nevertheless, it happened. And Dean had to live with the fact that he'd walked away from all of it, from what had made him truly happy: Cas. But now, 7 years later, he finds himself back at the same place where everything started... back at that cabin resort, the one where he met Cas for the first time. The place that started it all. Except... seeing Cas again isn't the only thing Dean has to worry about. Something is off with the cabin. He can't put his finger on it, but he's about to find out sooner or later.

Problems with video games by Lily_ficsEN_

"Sam?.." - Dean says looking everywhere possible, Castiel does the same thing "I think this video game has something to do with that..." - Cas says as he walks over and examines the video game. "But then why didn't we get sucked in together?" - Dean says while looking at the machine too _____________________________________________________ Aka: Cas, Dean and Sam are on a hunt in an arcade, when they find an old video game, Dean wants to try playing, but that's when everything goes wrong. Set in season 14 between no specific episode, but it would be good to consider that Jack wouldn't be with them. Credits to the cover image

Guided {Dean Winchester 4} by courtneybunny2

"You came back." I whispered, gripping him tight. "You're here." "I'm here." He whispered back, lips brushing my shoulders as his arms wound around me. "I'm here. I'll never leave you again." I was so happy I wanted to cry. I wanted to hold him here with me forever because a part of me was terrified he was going to disappear. A part of me was terrified this was a dream, that I would wake up and he'd be gone again. But he was here. He was holding me again. ___ Four months after Dean died, Saige was still a wreck. She was trying to cope, to take care of a child, to learn more about the Sorceress that was prying into her life more and more. Then Dean comes back. He comes back from the dead. Saige couldn't be happier. Everything was better...But for how long? Dean is clearly hiding something from her, though she can't figure it out. And on top of it all, she's learning more about the mysterious figures she's seen since childhood.

To Rest » Supernatural [6] | ✓ by soIarfIare

"What? Are you gonna tell me that Sam is alive?" She asks. "Yes." Dean sighs. "Sam is alive." "He's back?" Elena says. "I don't want to see him." Dean looks taken back. "What do you mean you don't want to see him?" He asks. "Do you know how long it took for me to get over him?" Elena asks. "I had to see a therapist, Dean. A therapist." "You don't think I was shocked when I found out?" Dean asks. "I'm just as shocked as you are." Elena straightens up. "How long has he been back?" She asks. "A year?" "A year?" Elena repeats. "And he never came back to get me. Wow." She says lamely. "He thought he was protecting you." Dean says. Elena looks angry. "He could've picked up the phone and called me!" She yells. "Don't shoot the messenger, I found out not too long ago." Dean says. "That's why I need you to come with me so you can both-" "I'm not going." Elena says. "What do you mean you're not going?" Dean asks. "Yes you are." "I spent literally half of my time here trying to get over him dying." Elena says. "I can't look him in the eye." "So you're not coming." "I'm sorry Dean." Elena says. "But it was really good to see you." » It's been a year since Sam risked his life and fell into the pit with Lucifer. All Elena wanted to do was give up. Dean had moved in with Lisa and seemed to be happy. Left with no other option, Elena decides to track him down. Just when things were finally getting right, Sam is back, but he's different. He's ruthless and appears to have no feelings for Elena anymore. Well that's because he has no soul. Literally. The only way to save him is to build a wall in his mind and restore his memories. But that might not be such a good idea. [Supernatural Season 6] all rights go to Eric Kripke & Robert Singer; I do not own Elena or any other Vampire Diaries characters, just the storylines

𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐌𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘 by angelic-remains

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Bound

Dean could still hear it, even now that they had been back for a few weeks. He could see the horror on Cas' face, the panic. He could hear the pain in his voice, recalled how it had twisted and turned in the depths of his eyes and contorted his features. He could still feel his own body go numb with hurt and shame, only to come alive with pain and dread once Cas told him about it. He hadn't been able to say it. He'd finally been ready to say it. But he didn't. Couldn't. Cas had begged him. Had begged him not to. "Dean. Please, if you're about to say what I think you are- please. Please, you can't-" Dean had waited so long to be able to say it, had fought and denied and swallowed those words, those feelings so many times. Now that he was ready to let them go, they weighed heavily on his heart, demanding to be set free and fly. Kept inside, they seemed to settle in his chest, pulling him down. "Don't", Cas had begged, something inside Dean shattering, coldness spreading, closing around his heart like a fist. "Please, don't." ~oOo~ Or the one where Cas tells Dean about the Empty-Deal after his Purgatory Prayer and everything hurts until it doesn't.