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Hidden

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Reads 320
Votes 19
Parts 21
Time 1h 16m

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abuse anxiety bestfriends boyfriend depression fiction mentalhealth romance selfharm youngadult

This is the story of a 22 year old girl , Alicia, who struggles with mental illness. Illnesses such as depression, anxiety, and self harm. She meets the perfect guy on a dating website during a rough patch in her life and falls in love. But is he as perfect as he seems? (Sorry this description sucks. Also warning, includes self harm, abuse, and stuff like that.)All Rights Reserved

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She was the angel and I was the devil. I knew better than to fall for a good girl like her but something about her lured me hard. Maybe because she was hard to get or the only one who was better than me in my own game. I would be the one breaking hearts but I guess tables turn. Her love was torture for me but a torture I enjoyed. She had wings no one can see but I saw. I had all the bad habits and did all kinds of mistakes and everybody witness excpet she uncovered a side of me I learned to keep hiding. When I thought that love was empty she showed me that is was special. She was my angel and I was her devil. Her love taught me that everyone gets hurt and everyone feels pain. Even people with careless attitudes cry somedays. Her love gave me what life took. Her love hurt me more than life ever could. Because of her I now know that even the Devil May Cry