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Hidden

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Reads 400
Votes 19
Parts 21
Time 1h 16m

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abuse anxiety bestfriends boyfriend depression fiction mentalhealth romance selfharm youngadult

This is the story of a 22 year old girl , Alicia, who struggles with mental illness. Illnesses such as depression, anxiety, and self harm. She meets the perfect guy on a dating website during a rough patch in her life and falls in love. But is he as perfect as he seems? (Sorry this description sucks. Also warning, includes self harm, abuse, and stuff like that.)All Rights Reserved

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Falling Apart

TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness