Hope In The Frame

" Out out out "
I kept on whispering to myself as if it would help. Unwinding my thumb which was in between of my index and my mid finger, something I usually did when I was nervous , this isn't helping the more I try to concentrate on something , the more I keep thinking about her.

I wanted her to get out of my head.
No I needed her to get out from my thoughts. I only saw her twice in the hallways and her face, the sound of her laughter has been embedded in my memory like a mantra and I had become a saint.
It kept repeating in my mind, her big round eyes , her pint sized dimple that popped up when she laughs - I have officially lost it , I'm starting to sound like an eleven year old girl who's crushing over her favorite boy band

She was trouble.
I needed to stay away from her as far as possible . I knew she was trouble the minute I saw her .
She was trouble for her own little self.
Sighing to myself, I rub my temples I had to stay away from her . If I wanted her to be alive.

Before you jump to conclusions like I must be involved in some gang or mafia then that's definitely not the case, sometimes I wish life was that easy for me , But it isn't.

I can't fall in love not with her or any other girl as a matter of fact.
They all end up the same way , no not as my ex girlfriends , but as dead bodies and even if I wanted to I couldn't do anything about it.

So here I am sitting on my desk with a huge amount of homework , a now cold cup of cocoa and pencils scattered around ; And a certain hazel eyed girl on my mind

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A/n

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