Starting First (Troyler AU)
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Last published Sat, Feb 14, 2015
Hi I'm Troye.
Being first for anything is awful for me. sure you may be thinking being first is a good thing right? No. I hate being first. Let me give you some examples of how bad it can be.
Being the first to answer a question. Being the first kid to get picked on. Being the first to embarrass yourself on the first day of school. Being the first openly
gay guy. Being the first to ask out you crush (BTW who is a guy, and so am I) Yeah. Awful.
Despite all the fails, I still have goals.
Actually 100 goals. Over achiever right? BTW I'm 17. These goals must be
finished before I graduate my senior year. No matter how dumb. What are the odds? I'm not graduating high school until I've done all of them. Prepare to break the rules. Prepare to be starting first.
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