Broken Promise////Billie Eilish
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  • Mga Parte 18
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  • MGA BUMASA 52,438
  • Mga Boto 1,397
  • Mga Parte 18
  • Oras 1h 41m
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Kumpleto, Unang na-publish Jul 17, 2019
Mature
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"But you said! you told me you love me!" I yelled at her tears streaming down my face.

She looks at me and shrugs smiling, "I didn't mean it. I was just playing around. Wanted to know what it was like. And you know I love him." 

"You wrote it! 'If I love you was a promise would you break it if your honest' it was a promise! you can't break a promise!" I sob out clenching the end of my shirt tightly.

"How old are you? Fucking 10? Promises are made to be broken. At least I'm being true to staying honest. Wake up y/n, this is reality. I'm not even gay! I was just curious." She says rolling her eyes.

"So you chose me to play with? To hurt? You think my feelings aren't valid just because I'm a lesbian? So you play with my feelings! You're just a selfish bitch! I fucking hate you Billie!" I yell unable to control my emotions anymore.

"Okay? Well if that was it, I'm leaving. Brandon's waiting for me in the car." She says with a laugh. I look up to met her ocean eyes filled with amusement and accomplishment. I look at her with disgust and walk away. Away from her, hopefully forever.
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SMILE ✔︎ ni 00Tammy00
37 Parte Kumpleto Mature
I would bet none of you have ever had that dream summer that all of us want.... that summer where you meet a boy on the beach and go surfing even though you don't know how to surf. That summer where you look him in the eyes while he runs his fingers through your hair. That summer where you skateboard along empty streets at sunset and accidentally steal candy from a grocery store. Well... I didn't get that.... but I got pretty close to it. Because for the summer I went to an island in the middle of nowhere so my dad could start up a new one of his businesses in his chain of stores. I went to the beach. And I met Royce... Royce was two years older than me and had the prettiest purplish eyes and blonde hair. He was the most charismatic person I'd ever met. Then shortly after me and Royce's first appearance we met Jack and Koa. It was amazing and I loved every second of it, until I realized that I had fallen for Royce. And he seemed to fall for me too! Until another girl came into the mix 𖣔 "Do you hate me or not Royce?" "I wish I never fucking spoke to you because god I hate you so fucking much for making me love you! It's your fucking fault! Fuck you!" "And do you love her?!" "Way more than I will ever love you." #5 in unrequited 12-3-2020 #2 in tearjerker 3-14-2021 #8 in unrequitedlove 5-15-2021
ADDICTION // B.E ni billieachess
52 Parte Kumpleto Mature
"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020
Approaching Her - Billie Eilish ni purewing
42 Parte Kumpleto Mature
- "Oh, just shut up and smash your lips into mines, kinda like the bruised feeling you're leaving on them." She says placing her thumb on my lower lip, while touching my upper lip with her green, long nail. - "Aren't they already full of unconventional states of mind?" I ask tilting my head one sided, softly caressing her arm with my fingers, just one followed by the other one. Teasing the Hell out of her is my passion mixed up with the ungodly pleasure she uses to give me. Such an addictive type of love. Christine, a bartender moving out to Highland-park, learns about Billies existence. They get off on the wrong foot from the first beginning not for more but Billie's tendency of expressing her rough emotions through loud music at 3 am, causing Chris headaches. They learn how easygoing life can be after they taste each other's dreams, state of minds, experiences and bodies. It turns out Billie is hiding something from Christine. Billie - g!p girlxgirl Contains sexual/smut content along with suicide mentions Read @ your own risk. start: 11.02.2021 #3 in billie - 24.02.2021 #2 in billieeilish - 26.02.2021 #12 in lgbt - 11.04.2022 #28 in girl - 28.02.2021 #20 in gxg - 11.04.2022 cover: @me
Our Future (BILLIE EILISH) ni lyricalbil
49 Mga Parte Kumpleto
Book 2/3 Billie: "Shorty, you have to realize that I'm 18, I'm going to be touring for a long ass time and I have a dream that I'm trying to fulfill. You're not going to be able to go on every tour or attend every show, because I have a career and so do you. I don't care even when we're married, I would still want you to choose your career over me. I will always want that, because you deserve to be successful. I will be the last one to fuck up your career and if I do, I will never forgive myself." Maddie: "But what's more important? My happiness or my career." *i do not own any pictures used in this book* Started: 04/09/20 Finished: 03/01/21
gym class - billie eilish ni jaylovesbil
39 Mga Parte Ongoing Mature
lowercase intended. in this story billie has a dick. the story has mature mental (and physical) health themes. it does have trigger warnings, but still be cautious. i started writing this in my smut book so the smut comes early on. also i apologize in advance if there are mistakes because: 1. english isn't my first language. 2. all chapters are published unchecked. achieved: #1 in eilish - march 29th 2023. #1 in ynstories - april 13rd 2023. #1 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell - august 22nd 2023.
a work of fiction ni christinegwrites
21 Parte Ongoing Mature
"Claire," she murmured. "I have to go back to Lucy. I shouldn't have..." I stared at her. I couldn't handle what she was saying. She was right, I knew, but... This was Billie and me, five years of terrible tension built up into one intense moment of skin on skin. I bit her soft neck, and she whimpered again. I ran my tongue along her collarbone and she sighed. Her hands gripped my waist firmly, and I knew she wasn't leaving yet. --------------------------- This book coincides with my previous work, A Work of Art. It is written from Clairo's point of view. This is not a simple rewriting of each chapter; it gives completely new perspective and happenings not previously mentioned in the original book. I will try to post weekly, but not on any kind of schedule for now. As always... this shit is smutty as hell.
ANGEL // B.E ni billieachess
33 Parte Kumpleto
"a whole ass angel," i declared. "the world does not deserve you, billie eilish." she giggled. "you don't think so?" i turned so that i was laying on my back now. i made grabby hands for her, then pulled her so that she was laying on top of me. i cupped her cheeks softly after she propped herself up a bit. "i know so. you're too good for this world; too pure." i murmured as i softly rubbed my thumb against her cheekbone. "yeah?" "yeah," i confirmed with a nod. "i'm so deadass right now. you are- you're an angel in my eyes." ============================== billie eilish gets bored of the same old 'perfect' life in heaven. she always watches the people on earth. she was envy of them. so one day, she leaves heaven to go see what earth is really like. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== disclaimer: this story is not meant to offend anybody of any religion. it's just for fun. ============================== started: 5/25/2021 ended: 6/21/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #5 in #billieeilish 5/30/2021
What a tragedy // Billie Joe Armstrong ni PrivateAIe
35 Parte Kumpleto
"I write best when I'm falling in love, or falling apart." He muttered to himself, his gaze was on the guitar he had gently settled into his lap as he traced over the initials 'BJ' on it with his index finger. "Which one is it right now?" I asked nervously. He looked up at me with his green eyes only for a split second, soon looking back down. Like he feared I would see the pain painted behind his jade green orbs. But if he already knew I had already saw it. "Both." He said, finally looking up at me. That's when I noticed the pool of tears for everything that he had left unspoken, with one blink they would be running down his cheeks. And I hope he didn't let them, because I couldn't see him cry. "I love you, and it's killing me." I bit my lip painfully trying to stop myself from crying. He was the right one, my heart told me when my eyes first landed on him. But he wasn't mine, and that tore me up. Because I craved him to be. I sighed, "you're breaking my heart billie." I whispered, watching the tears roll down his dull face. "I love you. And loving you feels like some sort of self destruction when I'm not suppose to but my god armstrong I love you." I sobbed. It seems to be that love could be labelled poison and we would drink it anyways. I looked at him, the sadness in his eyes felt like it was tearing me up from the inside starting with the heart. But I felt guilty to look away. "But you know we shouldn't." I said Painfully, he nodded biting his lip. "We should only be friends." "But friends don't look at each other the way we do." And I needed him, he was my life line. And he told me he needed me, he said I was his sanity. But although it felt we lived worlds against each other, one thing we both knew was. 'I'm fine.' Sounds the same. Even when it's not true ----------------- She loved him more than he would ever know. And he loved her more than he would ever show. What a tragedy. (Little spoiler, but it does end happily I promise.)
𝗞𝗶𝗱𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱 (ℬ𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾ℯ ℰ𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒽) [𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱 2020] ni YuhMonopolyCardi
13 Parte Kumpleto Mature
"Do you really hate me that much that you cant even ride with me?" She asked. I sighed. "I dont hate you, I just get annoyed by you. . ." _______________________________________________ "If I ride with you will you shut up?" "I cant promise that mama's, but I can be a little less annoying if you do." She said and I sighed. I didnt trust riding with her, but I also didnt wanna go home soaked from the rain. "Fine, but dont try anything funny. . ." _______________________________________________ "Hello?" "Did claudia answer your call? Did she pick you up?" "No she didnt, I caught a ride with. . .someone else." "And who would that be. . ?" _______________________________________________ "Um billie, where the fuck are we going?" "To your house babygirl." "This isnt the way to my house though." "Its a short cut, relax mama's." "No! The directions I was giving you WAS the short cut to my house!" I said getting irritated as she pulled into an area that I was completely unfamiliar with. "Billie, where the fuc-" was the last thing I remembered saying before she put a white cloth to my face causing me to black out completely. She chuckles. "Sweet dreams, kitten. . ." _______________________________________________ I woke up. But my vision was blurred by my tears that I tried to blink away. I wanted to move. But my arms and legs had no feeling in them. It was all coming back to me now. Claudia, the party, Billie- Billie. _______________________________________________ She grabs a hold of my neck. "Now, listen to me and listen good princess. Incase you have forgotten, I own you now, and the only way you're gonna get to see your precious family and friends again, is if I send your body in a casket to them. Now, do you understand?" I had no choice. I belonged to her now. I wince quickly nodding my head as she lets out a deep chuckle. "Such a good little girl you are, now you get a reward for being so obedient. . ."
"Fake" Dating || A Billie Eilish Story ni billies_my_bitch_
23 Parte Kumpleto Mature
When fake dating someone there are 3 main rules. 1. Don't catch feelings 2. You're just friends - remember that 3. Don't get fucking attached But all of those rules might get broken. Shit... ∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆ a/n: C'mon I know u wanna read this 💕 BOOK IS COMPLETED! HOPE U ENJOY :) #1 in #billieeilish - 7/25/2023 #1 in billieeilishfanfic - 7/9/2023 #1 in billiefanfic - 7/9/2023 #2 in billie - 7/9/2023 #6 in gxg - 8/2/2023 #30 in lgbt - 8/4/2023
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37 Parte Kumpleto Mature

I would bet none of you have ever had that dream summer that all of us want.... that summer where you meet a boy on the beach and go surfing even though you don't know how to surf. That summer where you look him in the eyes while he runs his fingers through your hair. That summer where you skateboard along empty streets at sunset and accidentally steal candy from a grocery store. Well... I didn't get that.... but I got pretty close to it. Because for the summer I went to an island in the middle of nowhere so my dad could start up a new one of his businesses in his chain of stores. I went to the beach. And I met Royce... Royce was two years older than me and had the prettiest purplish eyes and blonde hair. He was the most charismatic person I'd ever met. Then shortly after me and Royce's first appearance we met Jack and Koa. It was amazing and I loved every second of it, until I realized that I had fallen for Royce. And he seemed to fall for me too! Until another girl came into the mix 𖣔 "Do you hate me or not Royce?" "I wish I never fucking spoke to you because god I hate you so fucking much for making me love you! It's your fucking fault! Fuck you!" "And do you love her?!" "Way more than I will ever love you." #5 in unrequited 12-3-2020 #2 in tearjerker 3-14-2021 #8 in unrequitedlove 5-15-2021

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