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Anorexia At It's Finest

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"You're such a fat loser!" They chant. 

They pull me to the ground and slam my front door shut. I get kicked and hit to the concrete ground feeling the pain of their punches and scratches. 

Welcome to a day in the life of Cassie Brown.


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Unconditional Love by ShantaAddison

'You can't have a testimony, without a test.' How much heartache can one person have before enough is enough? Layla has had the best and worst experiences a woman can ever imagine. As soon as she thinks she has found peace, her world is turn upside again. It's a repeated cycle, and her spirit is growing weak. 'You can't have your cake and eat it too.' Kenneth thought he was going to be able to enjoy the best of both worlds. He was until jealousy and envy snuck into his domain. He had to make a choice that would forever change his world. Will it be for better or worse?

𝙸 𝚆𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝙷𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎 by SweetInnocence06

I have walked these streets my whole life, I know them just the same as if they were etched in my head with a sharp knife, scored in deep like some strange work of art. These are the streets I grew up on and for the most part I'm calm here, at home, on the down low with a steady heart beat. Not tonight though. Tonight my heart wants out of my chest. It wants to beat free of its cage. It pounds like it's going to crack a rib. Every color is brighter, every noise louder, every stranger makes my heart beat more fiercely. Highest Rankings #1 bullied #1 deadbeatdad

The Girl I Used To Be by SammyDBunce

Book 1 of the "Used to Be" Series Scarlett Fisher: the school's resident mean girl. Beautiful, smart (but doesn't let people know), charismatic, confident (or at least that's what everyone thinks.) The truth is, she's scared, Scared that one day people will see past her smile and charm, and see the person she really is on the inside. Scared that someone will remember who she used to be. ~•~ Now I know I seem like a bitch, and your probably thinking I'm your stereotypical mean girl, but I wasn't always like this, back when high school first started. I had a best friend who I thought I would be friends with forever. I was shy and timid, and I was foolish enough to believe what people told me. Back then everyone knew me as Arora. After the incident I decided to stop going by my first name, I had also learned that being mean, and not taking anything form anyone was the only way to get people to treat you with respect. ~•~ Arora Fisher: the girl most people didn't notice until they needed help with homework, the girl who was voted most likely to disappear and no one would notice. The girl who her believed in the good in others, who wanted to just give people a chance, no matter how many red flags. The girl who was lost to tragedy. ~•~ "We'll be broken together." He try's to smile, but he can't manage it and I nod, knowing how much pain he feels. "We'll be broken together." I whisper, after that we sit there, in an empty silence, neither of us wanting to be the first one to speak again, because it feels off, like the sound of our own voices might somehow break our hearts more.

MY SWEET ALYNE by atulyaa_dav

I tucked Ava in her blanket and then went towards my room, and as I'm about to enter I heard moans. I heard Hailey moaning. I heard my Hailey moaning in pleasure. She is moaning because she is having really good time in bed, and it's not me. ALYNE BENNET, A university student who came all the wat to sydney for an internship and her long distance boyfriend. as soon as she lands in sydney her heart is broken into thousand pieces. would she able to pick her up and love herself again. NOAH BAKER, A single dad with dysfunctional emotional system and messed up life trying to be a better dad for her daughter. would he get the love he deserves. AVA BAKER, why does a child suffers when their parents fall out of love. if only we could get inside a child's heart, you would never forgive yourself.

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

Time Can't Heal This by Lauryn_Love

I've always hated the saying "Time heals all wounds." Maybe in most cases that may be true. In my experience with life and pain however, time has only ever bled out the wound. The scars that the wounds left behind though, are often so deep that just looking at them becomes painful to the mind. Time only heals what you let go of. Sometimes letting go and moving on just doesn't feel possible; no matter how much time you let pass you by. These poems signify what time hasn't healed for me.

Broken Love by Juliette_Audrielle

Sorry? Sorry for what? You didn't do anything. This will never be your fault. I don't even know where to start. There is so much i want to say. But the more i look at you the more it hurts me. Your nervous and scared. You won't even keep eye contact for more than two seconds before you look away again. Your arms are folded into your stomach. Like your too scared to move or say anything else. I have destroyed you haven't I?

Too Complicated by KearaBoo

"I remember his face, his eyes that begged for forgiveness, his body as it shook with anger and emotion. I remember how my world fell apart right before him and how he watched me completely disintegrate because of what he did. What he committed. The way he betrayed me. The heart he took from me and shattered. The trust I gave him that he threw away. He ruined it all, he ruined me. And now I'm forever broken, nothing can ever bring me back. Nothing." WARNING: sexual content, explicit content, language and violence.

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Broken Girl ❥ Sam Golbach ✔ by getfreesnc

-I watched her in the halls everyday. She would hide herself from everyone. She wouldn't talk or look at anyone. She was a nobody... a broken girl to everyone. Except me. I'm a popular guy who wasn't supposed to even notice the "nobodys" and date every pretty girl in school but I didn't care. I wanted her to know that she is a somebody and that someone notices her- A popular guy who dates all of the pretty girls, goes to parties then gets drunk, smokes, and has lots of sex because that's what people expect. But, he didn't want that. He's been watching a girl who wasn't accepted in school for awhile and he wanted her. Just her. She was smart, pretty, and well... perfect to him. When he finds out how unhappy she really is he does everything to make her feel better about herself and about the life she has. But what happens when something completely unexpected happens that ruins both of their lives? Read to find out! Warning:May contain mature content, triggering, and vulgar language.

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Unconditional Love

'You can't have a testimony, without a test.' How much heartache can one person have before enough is enough? Layla has had the best and worst experiences a woman can ever imagine. As soon as she thinks she has found peace, her world is turn upside again. It's a repeated cycle, and her spirit is growing weak. 'You can't have your cake and eat it too.' Kenneth thought he was going to be able to enjoy the best of both worlds. He was until jealousy and envy snuck into his domain. He had to make a choice that would forever change his world. Will it be for better or worse?