Ariella Perrier is just a normal teenage girl. She just graduated highschool, is dating the most perfect boy she could ask for (Harry styles), and has a bucket of the best friends a girl could ask for. But what they don't know, is she has been secretly self harming. Again. Will her friends and family, and her love for Harry pull her through this dark confusing " rollocoaster that is life" and can her and Hazza stick together through the worst? Or will she she make some more bad desicions. They say old habits are the worst to break. ;) REAAD.