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a series of poems written during depressive episodes and anxiety attacks in my 1st and 2nd year of undergrad, where life seemed so close to ending. 

and it felt like it was all my fault.

DISCLAIMER: these are the darkest poems written at honestly the darkest point of my life I had felt in years. I am so lucky to the people who saved my life and made life worth it again. You are never alone. I would have wasted life if I let this take over me. 

with this, this entire book will be marked with the following trigger warnings: thoughts and descriptions of suicide, depression, anxiety and intrusive thoughts. 


© 2019, naa asheley ashiteyAll Rights Reserved

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