Diary of a broken heart
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Ongoing16m
Last published Thu, Jul 18, 2019
Hi guys, so this is actually my own personal diary. I am not having crazy issues or anything, this is just my "love" diary I'd say. I write when I feel really bad, when I need to pour my heart out and there's no one I can talk to. Yes it seems lonely and yes it is. I really want to talk about my "problems" with my friends or even my mom or sister, but the thing is it just doesn't feel right telling them... I don't know, do you guys understand? I know they wouldn't judge me or anything but I just feel like I can't really expose myself like that... it doesn't mean I don't need advice though... this is why I decided to post my little diary. Maybe, someone has experienced some of my teeny dramas and maybe someone has good advice.
Anyways I don't know if anybody is going to read this, my life doesn't seem particularly interesting tbh.
Just fyi, I started writing this diary here on my phone, on notes, because I was so down and needed to get it out. I have legit at least 4 different diaries, this one which is about my *totally interesting and worth reading* love life, another about my stay in NZ more detailed and some others more about family or in general what I do. I don't really have time for diaries as my life is kind of hectic but when I do need to pour my heart out, I spent hours writing or re-reading entries and think about times where it was better or where it was worse and how I got up and better after that.
So enjoy and maybe leave comments/advice :)
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