Wish I hadn't wished
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Ongoing16m
Last published Wed, Aug 14, 2019
As I look up at his blue eyes, I feel it. The electricity. No this is wrong, messed up. I have a boyfriend, i'm a faithful girlfriend. But I can't resist.
A story of a girl who is in need of some spice in her life. With an abusive boyfriend and a boy who confesses his love for her. Who will she choose? What will she say?
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