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Nostalgic For Disasters [Jake Peralta X Reader]

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**TRIGGER WARNING**
Includes DEATH, SUICIDE, GUNS, SHOOTINGS AND (will add to the list when the chapter is updated and I oop-)

During an active shooter situation, Jake Peralta feels afflicted between staying at his post, or protecting an old friend. Throughout the story (on even number chapters), Jake is plagued with flashbacks to his relationship with Y/N, his old friend, and ex girlfriend. 

If you are triggered by death and suicide, the even number chapters are pretty wholesome, so if you'd like you can just read those, but the whole story ties together.

Jake Peralta x Female Reader




Also, "Run" & "SLOW DANCING IN THE DARK" by Joji are good background music to read this to. The lyrics don't really apply but the tone does :)All Rights Reserved

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