Keeping Clean - HIATUS
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- Mga Boto 16
- Mga Parte 7
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Hiatus
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"I trust you. I know you. You aren't what your mom calls you. You are you, and beautiful."
"You can't believe that! I will never feel clean."
"When then, I'll help you with that.
"Why? Why would you?" My voice breaks as another sob comes out.
"Because you make me sane. I guess you could say,... I need you too."
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Ever since Ashley's father left the house seven years ago, she has never felt happiness or peace. Her mother is always lecturing her and blaming her for their family problems.
The constant mental and physical abuse lead her to fear the touch of others, and being "contaminated".
Her mom is always there to remind her of how "unclean" she is and that she's filthy. Her only escape from it is her art. And when Ashley's is given a chance to attend an art school and experience a normal high school life, she takes it. And she meets him.
Cameron has been a born prodigy in the music industry and a music heartthrob. Ever since a young age, he has been singing for thousands of his fans. But he's never truly felt freedom.
He has been attending the Prestigious Silverfang Art and Learning Academy, and it finally his senior year, where he decides to take a break in his career to deal with other problems and his future. But, when she comes to his school, how will they fall?
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Warning- this book features some actions of abuse and self degrading/ anxiety.
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