Ah shit, here we go again.
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Alright fellas
I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing, but it's 12:47 am and I'm high on too much marijuana
While I'm here, I'd just like to say that the whole "good girl falls in love with bad boy" cliche is low-key annoying but ngl that shit fucking slaps
God, I fucking hate myself
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