An Emotional Wreck
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Well, what happens when you're abused, bullied, living with depression and anxiety and are a gay teenaged boy?
You get given a new chance with a new family who seem to really love you.
That's how lucky Virgil was, but a new enemy stands in his way now. High school.
#4 in Remy (11/10/19)
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ABUSE!
MORE ABUSE!
SELF HARMING!
MENTAL HEALTH!
This book will contain a lot of abuse, and I'm not talking about what you may think. I'm talking really horrible things, if you have the slightest feeling that you could be triggered please don't read this book. I don't want to be responsible for a person's downward spiral.
If not, then please do note all you read is fiction and if you know of anyone (or yourself) going through something like what is described then please get help, and you can always contact me if nothing else.
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