True Despair
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Since Izuku was diagnosed quirkless, his life just went downhill. Even when his own mother told him he couldn't be a hero Izuku trudged on fueled by the pure hope and desire to be a hero. Until the day all of his hopes and dreams were crushed. That was the day he learned that everything is not always as it seems. It was also the day he met True Despair.
(Despite the cover and the title, this is not a villain au)
(Includes blood, gore, depression, breaking of the forth wall, OOC characters, and suicidal thoughts if any of these upset you please read another fic)
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