will someone catch me? {Niall, horan}
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Last published Fri, Jul 25, 2014
Will anyone catch me or will they let me fall? Will they save me or let me die.?
**WARNING THIS WILL HAVE SUICIDAL COMMENT, THOUGHTS, ECT. SO IT MAY BE A TRIGGER**
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