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[ M A D H E A D L O V E ]

Reads 58
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Parts 7
Time 20m

Reads 58
Votes 4
Parts 7
Time 20m

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" A BURNT BLACK PAIN MAKES ME SEE CLEAR, NOW LOVED, FROM LOVING, BEING LOVED, TO LOVE "

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[ self insert story ] 
[ oc x oc ]
[ themes of unreality and surreal life ] 
[ gore and slight yandere elements ] 
[ excessive cursing ] 
[ boy x boy ] 

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Forever Yours (MM)(COMPLETE) by ameliaamarie21

"I have a mate. I marked my mate! I don't know what came over me. The kiss was so intense, and i could feel it all the way down to my freaking toes. It was amazing, it was everything. I got caught up in the moment, and now I've sealed my fate. To someone I wish I didn't. He's gonna be the fucking Alpha of our pack. What am i supposed to do with that? I don't want that responsibility, and I don't need it. I'm not capable of caring about it. So what did I do? Seal. My. Fate." Ethan comes from a happy home. He has the best dads, the best grandpas, and the best uncle. The best Aunts. He's close with all his family, and he loves them dearly. He's not quite sure about his sexuality, but he doesn't really care. He has two dads, and two grandpas for goddess sake. Who care's if hes gay? Ethan's never really experienced a pull toward someone. Until he met Connor Chase. Connor is a few years younger, and has an earthy scent. It's addicting. It's all consuming. Something deep and dark awaken's in Ethan, and he knows this boy has to be his. When Connors ceremony happens, and the truth comes out, Ethan can't stop himself from wanting the boy. And Connor? Never stood a chance. Connor Chase has a lot of issues. His mental health has never been the best, he struggles with his own demons in silence. No one noticed before, so why would they now?

Wanna do bad things? by teeamoree

One shot of smut, BDSM and/ or roleplay. The stories may contain some real hardcore bdsm. (Trigger warning fire, candle wax, spanking, knife and some more.) I am more into writing boy×boy, you may find some boy×girl but rarely girl×girl. Have fun reading. (This story is updated on the basis of my mood i.e. really irregularly but you can read it still as it is one shot it doesn't require the story to be complete.)

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|| 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃 || • 𝑼𝑪𝑯𝑰𝑯𝑨 𝑺𝑨𝑺𝑼𝑲𝑬 • ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ? ʜᴇ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴʟʏ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ. ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴍᴏᴋᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪʀᴇ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴀꜱʜ. ʜᴇ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ᴀʟʟ ᴀᴛ ᴏɴᴄᴇ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ, ᴘᴀɪɴ. ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ꜰᴇᴇʟ. ᴘʜʏꜱɪᴄᴀʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ, ɪᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴡʜᴇʟᴍᴇᴅ ʜɪꜱ ꜱᴇɴꜱᴇꜱ, ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʜᴇ ꜰᴇʟᴛ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ. ᴀ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ʜᴏʟᴇ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ʜɪᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ꜱᴏᴏɴ ꜰɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴍᴏᴛɪᴏɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴀᴛ ʙᴀʏ; ʀᴀɢᴇ. ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀꜱᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ꜱᴡᴀʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜɪᴍ ɪɴ ᴀ ꜱᴡɪʀʟ ᴏꜰ ʀᴇᴅ. ʙᴜᴛ, ʟᴇᴛ ᴜꜱ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ, ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴘᴀɪʀ ᴏꜰ ᴛᴡɪɴꜱ, ꜱᴏ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴛ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ. ʟᴇᴛ ᴜꜱ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴜᴢᴜᴍᴀᴋɪ ᴀᴋᴀꜱʜɪ.

Mine by KatNim

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Confused // Sean Mcloughlin by XII_SEPTIPLIER_IIX

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I AM THE ORIGINAL OWNER OF THE PROTAGONIST'S BODY. by pushisinung

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