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My First And Second Love

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Claire and her father move back to his hometown so she could learn more about him and the mother she never met. 

But as she finds out dark hidden family secrets, she also finds love. 

In two guys.

Holden Jacobs is your everyday bad boy. He treats girls like rag dolls and once he's finished, well they're basically trash. But for some reason, Claire gives him a chance.

A chance to recreate himself, to become someone better. But in order to do that, he must face his deepest fears.

Meet Ashton Hayes, he's a good boy, who gets good grades, has good behavior, hangs around good people. That's why Claire falls for him as well. 

But is he really all that good?

Will Claire look past all the bad and stay with him?

And in the end who will she choose?

Or will she choose at all?


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