Connor had yet to experience the loving touch that life can bring from one such a kind human being - that is, until one thing leads to another at a sleepover, and he's stuck in a closet with tree-loving Evan Hansen. Evan has yet to feel any a true kind of romantic feelings towards another man at all in his life time, and quickly finds himself addicted to the thought of Connor Murphy. TWs: Panic-Attacks/Mention of throwing up/Attempted-Suicide/Mention of Self-Harm/Homophobic Slurs/Public Humiliation