Damaged girl
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Last published Wed, Mar 18, 2020
Dear Milan,
(Letter to myself)
Living in Philadelphia has taught me nothing about "Brotherly love" it taught me more of "That ain't yo damn friend, only trust yaself", and that's tea.
Anyways, my life got crazy when I turned 6. It's like everything was good and then my dad got locked away and it was just me and my dukes. F.Y.I I'm not Muslim, it's just something I caught onto over the years.
The shit I been through you wouldn't even imagine, I seen shit that I didn't even know I knew about. Over the years I realized that I knew more then I should, shit more then I thought.
Nobody knows everything I go through, people think because I have nice shoes and good clothes that I'm not going through shit. When in reality them nice shoes and clothes ain't coming from nobody in my household.
Read about my life and everything that's happened. I promise you'll be hooked after the first chapter.
Love Milan,
*Note from author 'Please pay close attention to the title of the book, she will go back in forth between ages.. not all the time but it is very likely to happen'
-Girl on cover was drew by @princess__kay__ on Instagram!
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