what you can't have (b.e.)

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Reads 205,329
Votes 5,477
Parts 60
Time 7h 54m

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you just want what you can't have...

tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death

cover art by @_radioheadstanAll Rights Reserved

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