"when will you?" || kim seokjin x male reader

When y/n was five and his step cousin Kim Seokjin was thirteen they had met during thanksgiving. When they introduced themselves for the first time they had quickly became best friends. That all ended on the same freaking day when y/n saw Jin and Jin's parents talking. At the time y/n didn't understand a single thing they were saying but when they stopped talking, y/n saw Jin tear up and gave a quick glance at y/n then bolted out of the door running. That was the last time y/n had seen Jin. Nine years later Jin was twenty two and had reappeared during thanksgiving and was sitting across from a depressed, shy, pale looking y/n who was fourteen and suicidal. y/n later learns that Jin is moving in with his family. Jin was very different from before and y/n can't help but wonder why. What happens when Jin answers every question y/n has in him that just makes more questions appear? Can they go back to when they were the best of friends? Can they find a deeper relationship to what they had when they first met?

This is a Kim Seokjin x male reader book
(Might do a sequel if this does good)

(DISCLAIMER)
I do not recommend to read this if you are the following
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.homophobic
.uncomfortable from the slightly big age gap
.uncomfortable of mature content
.uncomfortable of smut
.uncomfortable of suicidal thoughts
.uncomfortable of abuse
If you are none of these things proceed😊

This is my first book so don't cringe; only I can because I wrote it duh 🙄

Thank you

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