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CONTENT WARNING: mentions of suicide and rape

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We define love in different ways. We define the people we fell in love with in different ways. Sometimes, we're just way too desperate to feel loved and you cling to the very first person who thinks you're loveable enough. 

Ganoon ang buhay ni Reina. Buong akala niya ay si Diode talaga ang mamahalin niya habang buhay at swinerte siya dahil mahal din siya ni Diode. Kahit hindi naman talaga siya maganda kung itatapat sa mala-perpekto nitong hitsura. Marami ngang gugustuhin sigurong makipagpalitan sa kanya.

On the other hand, Diode thought her words are law. Na kung sinabi pa niyang pupunta sila sa impyerno ay sasama ito. Para kay Diode ay iba siya at wala nang ibang nakakuha ng puso nito bukod sa kanya.

They were young. Disillusioned. And thinks that everything is right in the world as long as they're together. Pero hindi naman ganoon kadali ang lahat ng iyon. 

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DATE POSTED: July 27, 2019
DATE END: August 12, 2019
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spin off to The Rooftop Girl (you can read TRG first or not, depends on you. altho it will help you gain some context with some of the characters here)All Rights Reserved

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