philophobia | namsoo
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philophobia
• irrational fear of falling in love
"I think I fell in love."
"So?"
"I am afraid."
Namjoon never thought he would fall in love aand be head over heels for a person. No, not that he never thought of it, but he feared.
Maybe his irrational fear was because his parents fell in love, but ended with a divorce, and before that, a lot of fights existed.
Maybe the failures in his friends love lifes made him have this fear.
One thing was sure.
He feared falling in love and didn't want to.
But he did.
And now he doesn't know what to do.
27 july, 2019 -
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