The Secrecy of an Amour Drawn by an Idol (TagLish)

"Do you know my heart? It is filled with dread... the dread of losing you. When you aren't in front of me, I couldn't think straight. Flowers bloom and wither, like the night that sinks with tears; nevertheless there's only fear... but now that you're here by my side again, I will make up for the times that I couldn't hold this hand tightly.
Never realizing that someone like you would take the missing piece that I've been yearning for. Heaven-sent it is.
From now on, I will treat you not just as the woman I love but also the woman I'll share my life with for the rest of my life. May I do that?" - Bogum.

Ara, a 19 year old fantasist who writes imaginary characters and events that happens only in an imaginary world. Her love for fantasies develops even more after falling in love and cherishing someone she can never be with. It made her start a prologue about a fan x idol but never tried finalizing it even her other works since for her, fantasy would never turn into a reality. No matter how many tears you shed in a day, you'll end up understanding there is no possibility that the two of you will ever be together particularly if it's a high-class person;
"IDOL" one word, four letters but enough to make most of the fans swallowed their own pride to get a hold of such high-class; not-so-known or well-known. Every fan shouldn't exceed their given limitation that a low-class has no chance, or let's say it only have 1.0% of chance to get noticed by an afore-mentioned high-class, since most of them only exist to give their fans an instant felicity and hopes from their talents: singing, dancing and acting but nonetheless; a high-class is high-class.

But what if... the fate turns it into something they thought it shouldn't be?
An unexpected love drawn by an idol towards her, the secrecy of an amour.
Would they take the risk?