Disease (Todoroki X Reader)
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Your best friends with todoroki everyday day you would hang out with him until 'She' came into the picture with that day forward you had the hanahaki disease you planned on get it removed through surgery but...your feeling for him stopped you and everyday you suffered in the pain until you end up have 'those' ideas "the idea of suicide"
Mature
Self harm,angst,suicided though
Gore, profane
I do NOT I repeat DO NOT own any of these characters in this book I only own the readers story this is fanfic and will stay that way and if your going through self harm plz get help and if you going through abuse then tell an adult that can help it pains me that there are people who hurting themselves, and if I'm being honest I've actually thought about suicide for the last two years and even tried to cut myself but my friends helped me out and my two best friends so plz get help LOVE YOU ALL
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