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I Love my self not Because of her

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l love my self.
ask me why 
it is not because she wanted so
is because of the way I want 2 live my life
she said I changed because of her
but no,she is wrong after all
I changed my self because
I found out that the life that I lived,when 
I was wit her was a heartless life
she did not love me but  played
me like a guitar,controlled me
like a remote control and so 
I thought that I'm still alive but 
I was dead cause she killed my feeling
not only my feelings but ripped my heart apart
life my life was over,but it was not 

I  tried,i tried, to go back to her
but didn't know after all that 
I was Going back to my deadly
 life
oh someone please please help me 
I've been crying for a long time
but still nobody nobody heard me 
nor helped me,I'm still helpless not knowing
wat to do after she killed my feelings.
she like a start of a game wit no end
like me not knowing who I belong 2
like him without her
 I'm like alone in this world
is my life still alive
not at all
I'm just joking no one
ripped my heart into pieces
but I'm still in love with my life after allAll Rights Reserved

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