[eng version] Not the faintest glimmer of hope

With my feet stretched over the void and my hands clutched on the railing, I was holding it less and less tight.
What was stopping me from letting go after all ?

My life was a nightmare. My heart was being destroyed everyday.
The pain had set in since the tragedy I experienced.
I was helped to get back on the right track. Someone reached out their hand to me, but someone tried to take it away from me...

Note : English is not my native language, I apologize if I made any grammar mistakes. But I hope you will enjoy my story! :)