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[eng version] Not the faintest glimmer of hope

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With my feet stretched over the void and my hands clutched on the railing,  I was holding it less and less tight. 
What was stopping me from letting go after all ? 

My life was a nightmare. My heart was being destroyed everyday. 
The pain had set in since the tragedy I experienced. 
I was helped to get back on the right track. Someone reached out their hand to me,   but someone tried to take it away from me...


Note : English is not my native language, I apologize if I made any grammar mistakes. But I hope you will enjoy my story! :)All Rights Reserved

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Sweet Odium [BL]

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