Esme

You know that feeling, when you get off of a merry-go-round and the world just won't stop spinning. You try to make it stop, you close your eyes, take a deep breath. But it just won't stop. You need something or someone to hold on to. Who will not let you go and fall. Once upon a time I had that someone. And now he's gone. And I can't stop falling. I hope someone can come and pick me up again.

Damon was my savior, my brother, who found me when I had no where to go. I had a house, had a Mom but nobody knew that behind the four walls of my house what was going on. My personal hell. He saved me, gave me a real family, a home not a house. Happiness. And now he's gone.

For months I wished that he would come back. That someone would come. But everyone gives up at some point of time don't they? I did too.

But then came four boys. A huge suprise if I say so myself. And they were the someone I was waiting for all along. I just had no idea.

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The topics in this book are sensitive so if your someone who's easily triggered then I suggest you stop reading.

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