When He Captured Me

Akala ko ay wala siyang kaalam alam sa ginagawa kong panakaw na pagkuha ng litrato sakanya pero nabigo ako ng siya ay biglang tumingin sa akin at ngumiti ng di pangkaraniwang ngiti

"Why photograph me if you can have me?" He said while walking towards me without breaking our eye contact. Like he is telling me everything to trust him no matter what happens. I like his eyes that is full of compassion, love and hope.

"You know what Mr. Michael Roy, iba parin kung may mga litratong nakaakip sa bawat pangyayari sa ating buhay. One picture tells a lot of stories. And also para itong mga nakuha kong larawan mo ay tinitigan ko kapag namimiss kita. You can't tell what will happens tomorrow." I replied with a big sweet smile plastered on my face and without taking off also my eye contact with him. Hindi ko rin namalayan na nakalapit na siya sa akin kung di ko lang naramdaman ang paghapit niya sa bewang ko at kinulong sa kaniyang makikisig na mga bisig. This feeling? Feeling of being so safe and comfort? Sakanya ko lang ito nararamdaman. No one could give that kind of feelings, only him.

"My lady, I am not going anywhere. I promise you that. Together, we will make this relationship stay still and lasts. Don't give me that kind of answer, you are creeping me out" Bulong niya sa akin habang tinatabi ang buhok kong nililipad ng hangin sa gilid ng aking tenga at binigyan ng isang halik sa aking noo na inangat niya mula sa pagkaunan sa kanyang dibdib.

He didn't failed me. He always making sure that everything is going to be fine. He's one who fully understands my passion in this field. My great supporter.

But one day, I just woke up. I don't know what happened. Shit happens. Things got messed up. He didn't failed me, yes, at first but at the end I am the only one who assure myself that everything will be okay. He isn't my supporter anymore. When he was gone in my life, I don't understand what's happening in my life. I don't really know how I can pursue everything.