Dust And Ashes || Lams Soulmate AU ||
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Last published Fri, Apr 2, 2021
This is the sequel to Smoke And Fire, so I highly suggest you read that first. There are some major spoilers ahead, so don't read any further if you haven't finished the first book yet.
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With one failed suicide attempt after the next, Alexander Hamilton just couldn't seem to get the one thing he truly wanted: to see his soulmate again.
How far is Alex willing to go for the love of his life?
Cover art is done by @-WaffleFry-
Trigger warnings:
-suicide
-depression
-death
-adult language
Started: 12/27/19
Finished: ??
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