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Not Good Enough, Never Good Enough

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Remember that one girl everyone made fun of, and you heard screaming but turned a blind eye to her pain?
She didn't come to school the next day or the next...

This is the story of a fifteen year old girl who went by Grace Fender. She was the emo girl at the back of the class. Abused at home, and bullied at school, her life was her personal hell.
But maybe, just maybe after being put int the hospital will she win this fight or will everything they said convince herself to finally...commit suicide?

__________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________does it sound interesting? If not sorry, I suck at descriptions. I'm so sorry if I trigger anyone.
This is actually for a friend of mine. The reason I'm not putting her story up is because she only told me and close friends so it's very personal.All Rights Reserved

abuse anyone appologize bullys coarse cutting language meant suicide trigger

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𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 || 𝐎𝐂 ✮ 𝐎𝐂

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