Before I Felt..
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Ongoing, First published Jul 27, 2019
"love is just not a feeling we experience but more than anything perfect that can teach us to live better.. I was totally a mess myself before I Felt this!!"
Janitor had always felt something for a newbie in her school and Jason, her childhood friend. Somehow, she was unaware the way these feelings are meant to be dealt. Soon she feels things more than ever as she experience a whole lot more in her life and realises about the part of her innocence which was quite appealing for him in an undefinable way. 

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