21 year old Jungkook always loved the look of pastel skirts and dresses but was never allowed to wear or even look at them without being questioned by his very religious family. He was also hiding his little space from everyone he knew and would only slip into the head space in private. 26 year old Yoongi was very troubled. His father had killed his mother when he was very young, abused the poor boy, then left Yoongi to die when he turned fourteen. He had then run away from his so called home and stayed with his friend, Jungkook. Jungkook and Yoongi now live together by themselves. Jungkook had separated himself from his family and Yoongi never had one to begin with. Yoongi didn't know about Jungkook's fascination with pastel girls clothing and Jungkook had no intension to tell him about it. All of that soon changed... Warning Mentions of abuse, self harm, and suicide Acts of self harm and abuse Panic and anxiety disorders Smut Basically a really cute and fluffy story