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¡Warning! Male x male! Swearing! Bad grammar! Addiction! Drugs! alcohol! Sex and fucked shit like that ಥ‿ಥ you're bi/pansexual so there might be some straight stuff at the start~ sry~

Everything's been so messed up here lately....


Pretty sure no one wanna be near me.

Oh, they don't love me, they don't love me
They don't love me, they don't love me
But that's okay
'Cause I love me, yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love me
Yeah, I love myself anyway
Hey!

Everything's gonna be alright
Everything's gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good, good, life
That's what my therapist say...

Everything's gonna be alright.
Everything's gonna be just fine.
It's gonna be a good, good life.

I'm a mess...... 

I'm a loser.....

I'm a hater..... 

I'm a user.....

I'm a mess and I know, it ain't new.
I'm obsessed, I'm embarrassed.
I don't trust no one around me
I'm a mess and I know, it ain't new

Nobody notice unless I do wrong
I have a drink and it keeps me up'n going...
Oh, they don't love me, they don't love me
They don't love me, they don't love me

And I feel the same..!

'Cause I hate me, yeah, I hate me
Yeah, I hate me
Yeah, I hate my guts anyway
Hey..

Everything's gonna go to hell!
Everything's gonna fall apart!

It's gonna be a good, good life..

That's what my therapist say.

Everything's gonna be alright...

Everything's gonna be just fine....

It's gonna be a good, good life......

I'm a mess!  I'm a loser!
I'm a hater! I'm a user!
I'm a mess and I know, it ain't new!
I'm obsessed! I'm embarrassed!
I don't trust no one around me!
I'm a mess and I know, it ain't new!

Everything's gonna be alright (go to hell)
Everything's gonna be just fine (fall apart)
It's gonna be a good, good life

I'm a mess!!! I'm a loser!!
I'm a hater! I'm a user!!
I'm a mess and I know, it ain't new!
I'm obsessed!! I'm embarrassed!
I don't trust no one around me!
I'm a mess and I know, it ain't new!All Rights Reserved

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A Boy From Manning Heights ✔️ by DesireeWritesBooks

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