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"every human ada tahap kesabaran masing masing, include me, Sarah. i ada bestfriend, nama dia Zetty. i thought my bestfriend love me like i do, but- she just using me for benefits.
i ada mental disorder and yes, i memang cepat terasa. hahaha most of people yang kenal i, semua annoyed dengan i. i knew it. i ada boyfriend, same age and same school but not in the same class.
i treat everyone yang i kenal dengan special gila, but how they treat me leads to suicide. i stress gila. sampai i rasa nak lari rumah, bunuh diri, supaya ia dapat meringankan beban for the people i know.
hari semakin hari, mental disorder i makin teruk. doctor said it can cause death. i takut. i takut sangat sangat. i pergi klinik ni pun without my parents permission. sebab if i bagitahu dorang pun, i dah tahu apa dorang cakap. 'apalah kecik kecik lagi dah ada penyakit centu, apa yang nak stress sangat? takyah nak berdrama lah apa disorder ke anxiety ke ape ke halah' i knew it.
hari semakin berlalu, and my future jadi semakin pudar. i rasa macam i takde future. no one want to stand up with me, even my bestfriend or my boyfriend. will i do the things i wanted to do? we'll see..."
- story ni kind of like fixi punya story, and ada kata kata yang agak lucah atau censored untuk pembaca bawah umur, dan saya (penulis) menggunakan dua bahasa dalam cerita ini. english dan melayu. hope you enjoy the story! thanks for reading
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