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Parts 10
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Ivan is depressed and a self harmer, living with his abusive dad and trying to protect his younger brother, Sean.
Follow Ivan in his journey to fight his inner demons and get on with his life.
LGBT Representation included for all you LGBT lovers.

First few chapters are kind of cringe and in a diary format, sorry lmao. In April 2020 I will come off of my hiatus with a slightly different approach to this. 
(I've decided to discontinue this instead. I'm not very passionate about it anymore and I don't think that I'll ever become passionate again.)


{DISCLAIMER!! This is all fiction, 'Ivan' is the admin's character. None of this is real, please do not report this or get concerned for the admin. Feel free to be concerned for Ivan tho!
Any artwork is drawn by the admin; but let's just say that Ivan drew it too, after all, he is an artist.
TRIGGER WARNING: There may be mentions of triggering things such as depression, anxiety, anorexia, self harm and suicide. Please do not read if any of this makes you uncomfortable.}All Rights Reserved

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A Slow Recovery - Sanegiyuu cover

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A Slow Recovery - Sanegiyuu

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