Wailing at Society 2019
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Complete Mon, Jul 29, 20195m
Over the last year (2018 - 2019) I have been going through a huge, life changing transformation. Everything I understood before I've discarded and now there's only me and I hope it's enough. I wanted, I needed a way to express myself so that I would never forget how I feel right now. I'm so scared but I am also more determined than ever. Wish me luck! :)
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