Addicted

"Jacob , you knew from the start that I was married.Why did you get involved with me if you wanted more?"
he turned around . " Hell if I know.I just had to have you . When I first laid eyes on you , I knew you were the one"

" Well , I can't be the one ." I started up the steps to get dressed.

" No , you aren't going anywhere!" He caught up to me on the stairs and tore my robe off, pushing my down.For a brief moment I feared him . . . .

Driving home that night , I wondered whether I should break it off with Jacob for good.In my heart , I knew it was the right thing to do , and the only trouble would come out of this affair.He had laid his cards out on the table and made me very well aware of his wants and desires.Continuing to see him meant three things : trouble ,for him , trouble for me , and trouble for my marriage .But I couldn't stop.I was straight -up hooked. I was addicted .