Say I Won't
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Last published Mon, May 11, 2020
"I'm going to die."
"Are you sick?"
"No. I promised myself I'd finally let go at 18." She slurred.
"Wow. Why?" He questioned, drawing up a perfectly arched brow
"You wouldn't understand."
"Say I won't." He challenged.
"You won't."
***
This book can be read independently.
First book in the Series
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