Ambivalent • DazaixReaderxChūya
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ambivalent;
having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
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Because all is fair in love and war
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(Dazai X Reader) + (Chūya X Reader)
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Summary:
You have only been living in Japan for 2 years when things take a sudden turn and you find yourself being taken care of at the infamous armed detective agency. Learning of your ability, the Port Mafia tries to capture you and take you in themselves, but soon you find yourself torn between 2 sides...or maybe you are just torn between 2 men?
Fighting your own mixed feelings and ideals, do either really care what happens to you?
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THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND MAR FOR MAKING THIS AMAZING FRONT COVER!!
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